10.09.07

Is Inconsideration the New Game?

Posted in General, Lifestyle & Culture at 9:55 pm by ryushin

Just some ranting to do today. You know, recently I am reminded of the rude, impolite, or simply outrageous actions of the local lads, across ages, ethnic groups and genders btw… so I’m not looking at discriminating against any particular subgroups.

Take for example two secondary school students spotted at a particular food court. (I’ll be kind not to disclose the institution in question) They were basically done with their meals, on a crowded Sunday afternoon. And simply refuse to move their butts. Yes thanks, and while I finally gave up and moved off, they treated as if nothing had happen and then left, and obviously the table was secured by another family. Pardon my use of language here. I really wanted to blast those 2 moronic idiots to oblivion.

A second instance must have been the Bus Boarding Paranoia Syndrome. Yes uncles out there, it does not make a difference if you are the fifth or the seventh person to board an empty bus. Its not that I am petty or what, but queues are for a reason. I am clearly next in line when this uncle have to squeeze in, brush against my shoulders and wriggle his way in front of me. Not very convincing, there are ample seats to go around.

Of course, there is also the “This road belongs to me” mentality. I know alot of people walk in groups, congregate, or whatsoever. But, please… you have eyes don’t you. When you see other people approaching from the other side, jolly well shift to one side on a path with the width of say 2 persons. No one will stop you from massing again later.

This brings me to a point of contention. Whether the education in Singapore truly delivers great societal value. In my opinion, morals and the way you relate to others, are the fundamental basics in human society. This may be somewhat lacking in our system, where the focus is very much on academic excellence. There are attempts to build well-rounded characters, but for the vast majority of the “passers-by” in the education ladder, it just doesn’t work. This is something which we probably have to live with, as I firmly believe that the kind of people mentioned above will exist no matter what we try to do.

Adieu

10.06.07

Tragic Management Science Test

Posted in University at 6:18 pm by ryushin

Management Science midterm… is… not exactly what I had expected it to be. Made alot of errors in the graphing question. Basically there are only 4 questions ya… Also had a minor uncertainty over 1 part of sensitivity analysis. This is an unforgivable proposition… for someone who breezed through the tutorials like it wasn’t even there. I expected myself to achieve somewhere close to full marks… which shouldn’t be the case now. Sighx

Then… still have econs lecture… kaoz… Saturday you know. The whole pace of the lecture was horrible. Lecturer reading alot from the slides. There wasn’t any additional information that was useful. Conclusion -> I had wasted 2 hours of my time. That is conjuncted with the fact that its somewhat immediately after the test so there was no time for lunch. And that brings me to my last point. Thanks Susan for the chocolate breads. It delayed the declaration of war from my stomach.

10.04.07

A Prick in the Heart

Posted in General, University at 10:04 pm by ryushin

I needed to vent abit of steam today… to be emo… I need to rethink about the worth of all that I’ve been doing. Maybe sometimes people take your help for granted… I don’t know, I always try to assist whatever I can for acquaintances when they open their mouth. But, can anyone really empathize from my point of view.  Do you know how much money I can earn from giving tuition outside? But I am offering help for free now. Do you know how much effort I spend in trying to explain things that come so readily obvious to me so that you can see the light? These are time spent sitting thru difficulties with each and everyone of you that could have been spent on my own work, work that pull my CAP, not yours.

So it was with a tinge of pain, that I fork out a good 5 hours of time, and no one could afford to wait just another 15 minutes for me. All I asked for was to avoid a lonely, cold, tired, hungry journey home on a day I could have gone home 5 hours before you do… Tell me it is too much, and then perhaps I need to put a judgmental value on the friendship.

10.03.07

Hectic Day

Posted in University at 9:23 pm by ryushin

Today was certainly not a day to remember for good memories. Firstly, I was to attend a scheduled talk with Ministry of Finance sometime in the late afternoon, so… dress code given was business attire, understood right… after all you think, hey, its a ministry. So the first thing I want to talk about is sleep. Did my best to burn midnight oil with Joy & Susan for their econs and so I slept at erm, 2am. Then 7am in the morning… my mum woke me up to deliver some household orders… typical housewife behavior ya? But that meant I only got like 5 hours of sleep. No issue… Then I spent time in front of the com as usual… until… its almost time to leave home.

You see, I have this econs test. So the normal behavior is to leave home early, and be glad I thought to do that. Bcos I realised I did not iron my formal wear… Cool, juz in time, in fact still early. There we were, Me & Susan & a few people (that can be counted with both hands) looking very out of place in the exam venue in business wear. Ok, so Econs was a 25 MCQ paper. I was a lil’ bit too overconfident I guess… and I blew my chance of full marks with 1 careless mistake. Oh well, here’s hoping the rest of the questions were spot on.

Had lunch after the test, and as it went today, everything must be negative. Susan complained the noodles stall today added ALOT of chilli. Probably did so, ah well, and it was pretty painful breaking the news to her afterwards that she made alot of errors in the test. Marketing tutorial followed next, there was this presenting group and they were expected to be in formal wear. And so once again I looked out of place amongst the “audience”. One common sentence I used today must have been “I’m going for a talk later…” But oh well, for the assignment, tutor played Russian Roulette once again and I did not have to submit again. Means next assignment it is so gonna have a high chance of including me.

Oh yes, finally, the finale of the day… talk by the various Directors of the teams in the Ministry of Finance. Informative, some humor, some corny stuffs… but… I should not really talk about the negatives, or rather the perspective I get. Haha, but importantly… at the end of the day, I think the talk was really geared for graduating students… so I’m year 1 ya… 2ndly, inaugural talk… And the Directors u know… sounds senior management enough right, aint really dressed to the top. So I could have avoided all the trouble and attention earlier in the day! Ouch. But whatever. Just some grumbling.

On the way home, now it was Joy’s turn to seek econs answers. 3 questions asked, 3 wrong… that was a bit demoralizing, even though obviously she asked those she did not know. But well, when you get into that kind of situation, you stop. To avoid 多问多错 right… Jiayou, hope for the best for everyone. And the next obstacle to conquer is Management Science.

10.01.07

范玮琪 – 是非题

Posted in Lyrics at 9:34 pm by ryushin

(Copied the idea of posting a song lyrics from Chip, to relate my mood)
Beautiful song, it just strikes a chord with me right away. Sorry to those who do not understand mandarin.

               歌曲:是非题     演唱:范玮琪
      词:王雅君    曲:王雅君    编曲:洪敬尧/谢明祥

每段故事都有一片剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你永远像少了勇气
别人都说我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

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